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Private Yoga Instructor
Santa Monica & Los Angeles Westside
private yoga classes in-home or on-location

Jennifer Pastiloff

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(310-926-0172)
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     The Collected Works of Jennifer Pastiloff
             
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                                                       Art Of Beekeeping



As they predicted, as they are so prone to do,
the winds listed, judiciously
in their croupy and discordant jargon

exactly what you would say, and just how so-
And still, for as much time as it took to turn
my head toward some imaginary noise-
I was disappointed.

I am not a keeper.

Naturally, I thought of bees.
I thought of you in a full body bee suit
perhaps light cotton and polyester, and white.
(You must be in white: so you are not a sting target.)

I am not a keeper

As you sit on my couch, sinking into the cushions

You
are a keeper!

In your zippered bee veil, arm-length fitted bee gloves,
ankle straps: you are the master of apiculture-
Taming Wild Bees.
Handling wild honeybee swarms
immune to their habits: nothing phases you.
Even queen clipping.
The removal of one or both front wings of a queen
to prevent her from flying
so she falls on the ground in front of the hive.
The swarm returns to the queen on the ground
and if she is unable to reenter the hive, she will die.

This doesn’t phase you.

You are glorious as a beekeeper.

So I ask you:
What do you mean you are not a keeper?
I assure you: You are!

If we could see ourselves as others saw us
you would understand your capacity.
The power in it- the donning of the big white suit,
the rolling of the queen, (a sloppy beekeeping practice)
but an inevitable part of life in the hives.
By rolling the queen between combs
you kill her.

You are not above this.
I have seen it happen.

In the Malibu mountains hiking in the sun
that afternoon, that incessant buzzing.
I let you think it was the wires.

I knew all along exactly what it was.



                                                                                                               j. pastiloff
Jennifer Pastiloff Private Yoga Instructor Santa Monica
Private Yoga Instructor Santa Monica